blurry but obvious

So I've been rejected twice in this early year. Alright, the show must go on. But it feel too painful, regret all the things I left behind. Everything I should did back then, ah :(
I know it's my fault, chose an option with lack of thought. Too late realize it now. Regret is regret, nothing to do and waste most of precious time for it. All I have to do right now is, chasing it, REALLY CHASING IT! I WON'T STAND HERE FOR LONG. I WANT GET IT TRUE, MAKE IT TRUE! LET'S GO, LIV!!